Archive for February, 2007

the axiomatic fate…

Friday, February 23rd, 2007

hmm… long time no blogging… been wanting to post entries these days but yeah u know… i got no time… hahah gaya banget, but that’s true… i got stats midterm next saturday, presentationS (n i mean presentationS with an S) due each n every following weekS for the other 4 modules, ANALytical skills essay (omgwtfbbq haven’t even think about what the hell i am going to do) for week 10… and now here i am in the edge of week 8 still struggling with stats catch-ups… huahhhh…

eniwei talking about statistics… i just can’t stand studying stats… well stats had been easy for years back then when all we need to know is just the good old mean, median, mode… haha that was years back then at secondary school i guess… advancing to high school, it complicated itself with binomial, normal, n poisson distribution… hmm it’s still okay i guess… since that time all 3 of us (out of 5 math higher level geeks - the 2 of em being too smart to even be confused with it, no wonder kevin went to MIT) were struggling together… or at least i felt that 3 of us were in the same boat… i dunno if stella n alfon really did struggle or not, but yeah it just felt better having others whom u can share ur grumbles with…

now? stats sucks ass haha… just when i thought i was over with complicated math once i finished IB, i got stuck even deeper to it in STAT102 (the supposedly-being-the-harder-stats-course-than-STAT101 as ppl said)… oh ya btw that applies to ANALytical skills also… once i thought i was over with good old IB’s Theory of Knowledge but du~h… the cycle repeated itself in this CORE002 module… eniwei back to stats, WHY THE HELL THEY PUT ME IN STAT102? WHY NOT STAT101? U THINK I’M SMART OR WHAT? apparently ppl, i’ve only been able to obtain a grade of 5 out of 7 in my math hl… with lots (n i mean loads) of luck of course hahahas… N IF THAT STILL MADE ME ELIGIBLE BEING IN STAT102, THEN SCREW U OFFICE OF REGISTRAR… i know some econs student (who was supposed to get STAT102 since econs were supposed to deal with lots of statistics - one reason why i don’t really prefer econs) that instead ended up doing STAT101… JUST WHAT WRONG WITH U GUYS IN OFFICE OF REGISTRAR THERE? even worse… i was preassigned in this new prof’s class, apparently just moving from NUS this term… it’s… horrible… i don’t even know wtf he’s teaching hahas…

to illustrate how blur i am following his lecture, i shall quote one bit of his fifth week’s lecture note where he mumbled about the properties of exponential distribution (just what d heck is exponential distribution)… anyway it reads:

the exponential distribution has the property of being memoryless, i.e.
P(X > s+t | X > t) = P(X > s)

despite the alien formula (which i also don’t really know what it talks about hahahas… now u know how stooopid i am), did u notice one strange thing there? well in case u didn’t, let me make it clearer:

the exponential distribution has the property of being memoryless, i.e.
P(X > s+t | X > t) = P(X > s)

there u go… got it? yeah u’re rite… JUST WHAT ON EARTH IS BEING “MEMORYLESS” SUPPOSED TO MEAN? IF THIS EXPONENTIAL DISTRIBUTION IS “MEMORYLESS”, THEN OTHER DISTRIBUTIONS “HAVE MEMORY” HUH? n guess what? he didn’t explain about that so-called memoryless thingy…

oh n btw i NEVER agree with math’s axiomatic rule that probability is countable… i mean, just how come those math geeks can claim that the probability of obtaining a ‘6′ in dice-rolling is 1/6… how if God plays along? how if God made those math geniuses (who once invented the axiom of probability) never ever obtained a ‘6′ in zillions time of rolling a frikin dice? if i were God, i’d made myself clearer: “just how come u mortals can claim that the probability of obtaining a ‘head’ in tossing a fair coin is 0.5? i’ll made your coin-tossing observation resulted in tails for those zillions times experiment of yours… u can’t mess around with the power of immortals mwahahaha…”

now u know why scientists of all sorts (including mathematicians) are generally atheists…

n now u know just why i am not God… LOL…

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will i…?

Tuesday, February 6th, 2007

humm… in the midst of trying to squeeze my brain doing AS weekly assignment… duh bentar lagi midterms… capek… capek ati capek fisik capek otak… pengen rasanya drop uni gitu ato pindah uni kmana kek ato ga usah uni skalean… huhuuhu… one might think “ah ntar juga pas kerja bakal lebi ribet n hectic dari uni”, but then i had this one singaporean classmate who had worked at standard chartered before she study here at SMU, n she said that SMU itu lebih hectic dari her work before… huahh… gatau d… jadi gak niat…

bingung… bonyok insist on double degree information system… well i prefer to do accountancy rather than IS… sempet kepikir mau double degree law juga sih… hehehe… tapi ya berat banget… SMU only allows max 20 current students of my batch to do double degree at law and/or switch degree to law… then ur first degree will be automatically switched to bachelor of law… not to mention there are 53 credits to be completed for LLB-BBM… n plus my completed credit for LGST101 ga bisa ditransfer… huahhh… trus abis gw pikir2 lagi sih kynya gw ga bakal mampu di law… i mean, walo last term biz law gw A, setelah gw reflect lagi yah kynya gw cuma mampu nyentuh ’surface’nya doang d… if it goes into deeper discussions n controversies… wah gw angkat tangan d… i admit part (if not all) of my biz law grade last term was just beginner’s luck… hahaha…

yah gitulah… gw jadi mikir2… ntar once i graduate from this uni… what is that so special about me? put it in another way, WILL I BE “JUST ANOTHER SMU GRADUATE”?

hmm…

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quick thoughts…

Sunday, February 4th, 2007

well… actually i’m testing performancing which i was just downloaded this morning at that stupid boring bgs class… thanks sylvi for telling me this useful thingy… hahaha… it’s actually an add-on to mozilla that allow bloggers to easily link their blog n update them simultaneously with same posts at the same time… huehehe…

lagi bingung mo buat stats kaga jalan2… n iseng2 baca news n i caught this one from yahoo!news regarding to flood at jakarta… well it’s kind of embarrassing cuz within the government body itself, they contradict some of their arguments…

Sutiyoso, governor of the city, said that he “could not be held responsible for the worst flood that hit the city of 12 million” and that the flood was a “natural phenomenon”… okay i thought… with the fact that heavy rains fell n all that… kind of natural phenomenon in a sense… but then scrolling down through the article i saw this one statement:

“Sutiyoso, who also was criticized when the city was flooded five years ago, blamed deforestation in the region of Puncak, saying it had destroyed water catchment areas.”

hmmm… weird eh… then scrolling down some more, i found another one… more striking than the previous one:

Authorities issue building permits “even though they clearly violate environmental impact studies,” Witoelar said, according to The Jakarta Post.


nah… there u go… all in all the root of the problem stays the same… the ultimate issue Indonesia is bounded within… CORRUPTION.

haha… malu gw jadi wni… hahaha…

trus2 ada lagi tuh yg sutiyoso nya ngomong gini:

“There is no point in throwing abuse around,”…”I was up till 3 a.m. this morning trying to handle the refugees.”

n i was wondering, bisa gak yah gw ngomong gini trus diliput di yahoo!news:

“There is no point in studying bgs,”…”I was up till 3 a.m. this morning trying to gather up my thoughts to study chapter 5.”

anjrit baru up till 3 a.m. aja udah ribut… ckckck… he shud enroll at SMU n see how fun studying here… du~h!

okey, i shall go back to stats… huahhh…

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