got irritated easily…
WARNING: the stuffs below contain coarse words, may not suitable for children…
got irritated easily… yup, that’s what i’m feeling lately these days… i dunno… seems like the "old me" come back again to me… i know i’m moody… banget malah… i can laugh like mad in one minute n suddenly become so quiet in the next minute… my feeling changes over simple things…
dari dulu gw emang moody… puncak2nya pas di ph… grade12 deh… cuman simple things doang padahal… masalah dorm wall magazine… i also got irritated over this one hyperactive human back in high school… trus juga ama ppl yg ngga care… n with those yg terlalu care (baca: backstabbers)… haha… but the "moody me" once again come back…
n again it’s over simple things… i dunno if this things bakal buat ppl ngerasa irritated juga, but i personally feel so… sebenernya dari kmaren malem sih… which emang bener2 ngeselin… but anyway, puncaknya tuh this night pas lagi dinner… there was this person yg ngomong ke gw something like "gile martin, buku stats lo tebel banget… titlenya ’statistics for managers‘ lagi… gile serem2… susah sih stats-b BEDA lah… lebih jago lah…"
i know that was meant to be a joke… but i just can’t take this kind of overemphasized statement as a joke n i suddenly lost my appetite… in my mind i was like "wtf dude… diem aj deh lo… asal lo tau aj GW JUGA NGGA PENGEN DI STATS-B yah… i did this foolish mistake of taking math-higher-level back in IB n history was about to repeat itself… lo kira gw SENENG di stats-b? lo kira gw PENGEN di stats-b? lo kira gw BANGGA di stats-b? lo kira gw JAGO? DUDE U FCUKING DON’T KNOW ME!"
n it doesn’t stop right there… pas abis dinner, n gw mo pulang ke apt, it was raining… n pas nyebrang gw cuek aj gitu nyebrang… gw cuek aj ujan2an… it’s been years since the last time gw ujan2an n gw pikir ntar balik juga gw bakal mandi, so it won’t matter anyway… n this person commented something like "gile martin kuat banget ujan2an…" again gw diem aj… batin gw "TOKAI banget sih luw… emang lo ujan2an bakal mati apa? lo kena aer ujan serasa kesirem aer keras apa? lagian itu juga cuma nyebrang jalan doang? PENTING YAH COMMENT LO???"
yah begitulah… anyway it’s honestly what i’m feeling right now… tumpahan emosi immature teenager… hehehe… plus gw belom juga click ama second term… having class everyday tuh rasanya males banget… hehe… masi berantakan nih… stats pusing… TWC ngga jelas… AS apalagi… duh besok kelas pagi lagi… duh besok ada AS lagi… aaaarrrghh…. duh tolonggg… stop this moody mode please… anyone…
DISCLAIMER: if anyone read this post n ever feel offended by it… my sincerest apologize… anyway it’s u who rolled the ball… hahaha…
January 13th, 2007 at 2:15 am
HUAHAHA.. martin, u lagi PMS?? LOL… hmmmm… emang kok dulu in high school gua juga sebel kalo dikomennin gitu.. beneran! hawanya tuh negatif banget
tapi lama2 dah biasa tuh 
udah2.. jangan emosi terus, ntar keriput 
January 15th, 2007 at 7:50 am
Dude, chill!! It might be raging hormones…. ;-P
January 16th, 2007 at 10:30 pm
my master is so scary kalo moody.. ihhhh.. seremmm.. *jauh2* =P