a procrastinator’s commitment…

okeh… humm… jam laptop udah menunjukkan pukul 11.34p.m waktu singapura bagian peace mansion sophia road n gw lagi bener2 ga mood… kompi gamelan begajulan smuki abis perform tadi di nus… some kind of their indo student community art festival gitu, whereby they invite smuki gamelaners to perform… ancur dah ancur… hahaha… kita sendiri sih yg mainin pikir ancur, but ppl tetep aj salutation nya mayan hehehe… emang kita keren dah… wakz haha… btw yg bener gamelaners ato gamelanists yah… cuz klo orang yg maen piano kan pianist gitu… maen gitar kan gitaris gtu… hahaha… ga penting…

eniwei, abis baca2 blog orang… baca blog cynthia yg postnya tentang hedonistic gtu… hahaha gw jadi ngerasa akhir2 ini gw hedonist banget… beneran mood study gw blom balik2 nih… gahwatz… udha week5 lagi… gw list atu2 deh… BGS mayan lah masi baca2 coz we have this quiz every week, jadinya ya mau ga mau kudu mau baca… TWC mati dah boring gila… pengen tidur gw tiap kelas si stefano perlusz ituw… mana assignmentnya susah pula… CT okeh lah y, cuz there’s no reading n kelasnya juga fun… oh n btw for CT individual essay, i made one with "blogging" as its topic… hahhaa… gatau deh gimana kabar nilainya tuh essay… STATS nah ini dia bener2 dah gw ngga ngerti nih prof atu ngajar apaan… he’s just going on and on lecturing based on his ppt slides… he’s a new prof who was just moved from nus this term… mana textbook yg dia pake beda ndiri lagi… mahal gila n dia ga perna refer to that textbook… gw bingung gimana kudu mulai blajar… ppt slides dia ga jelas, textbooknya ajubileh apalagi dah amit2… trus ECONS so far so good… plus AS yg ngeselin susah banget…

so yeah intinya gw bingung kudu gimana… i mean, abis baca itu blog langsung dah gw ngadep ke ppt slides stats with its book wide open di depan gw… tetep aj i dunno what i’m studying… ppt slides dia bener2 synonymous ama list rumus2… gw jadi bingung d… hahaha… i mean, gw butuh understandingnya dulu, nah baru rumus2nya… i once learned this stats before at IB math HL… mungkin ngga se-deep ini yah, but mostly udh ada smua sih… normal distribution, poisson distribution, pdf, cdf, etc etc… but the problem is…… DULU UJIAN MATH HL PAKE KALKULATOR CANGGIH TI-83 BOS…! tinggal masukin angka2 pencet tombol2 beres dah… nah emang ntar boleh pake scientific calculator gitu ujian nih subject atu? mana boleh kan?

anyway all in all… i don’t think gw bakal blajar apa2 for the rest of this night… ahahaha… anyway udha ga ada mood juga sih… duh duh duh kapan mood gw balik… gyaa this weekend deh… duh ato next week dah… iy deh… commitment kudu start mugging latest by monday next week… amen amen… doakan saya ya! [pake gaya manusia2 norak yg pada ikutan takeshi castle a.k.a benteng takeshi... hahaha...]

3 Responses to “a procrastinator’s commitment…”

  1. yenny Says:

    (ini sylvi pake laptop yenny)

    hidup the begajulans!! =D duh tin gw skrg malah stres ga bisa kerja, laptop ga ada, ga bisa ngapa2in, gw jadi ga merasa berguna tau ga. mau programming ga bisa, mau bikin database diagram ga bisa, pusing gw !!! jadi merasa ga guna gitu >

  2. Cynthia Says:

    waahhh… gw merasa bangga kl blog gw bs jadi inspirasi buat loe… jia you… selamat berjuang!!!

  3. dieRa-Yose-Fina Says:

    emang gk boleh pake kalkulator???? @____@

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