maRtiN’s cUbicLE: The Chronicles of “Being Grown Up” and “Growing Up”…

This night is officially the last night at dorm… well… sekarang udha jam setengah empat pagi… actually i hardly can keep my eyes open… but since it’s the last night… jadilah we keep this one kinda special…

Let’s start this post from the story on tuesday June13… hari kemaren itu - well that’s actually not yesterday - gw sti hendi sam fefe dhisty tigran yuda mr.m stela ocha mam-ed cabut nonton hillsong concert di istora senayan… reuben morgan’s band… keren sih… walopun set lagunya agak2 kurang gimana gitu… but i can still get the feel in it… pas baliknya ke rumah tigran ngaso bentar… trus pas mo masuk tol di sudirman si mr.m nelpon… he needed help coz his car tiba2 aja mogok… kita ketemuan di sarinah sekalian beli mc.d take away… trus nge-jumper aki mobil mr.m… agak lama gitu ngga lsg bisa… trus in the end bisa jugha n akhirnya kita jalan konvoi… nah suwenya itu mobil mogok lagi pas udha masuk tol… mo dijumper lagi resiko di pinggir tol gitu… mo diderek mahal… in the end gw ama hendy tinggal di sono nemenin manoj sambil nyoba2 dorong n starter tuh mobil while the others nganterin ocha, stela ama dhisty back to their houses then straight to dorm. In the end didierek jugha itu mobil while the other car ngestuck kaga tawu jalan… jadilah kita nyampe dorm hampir barengan… that was about 2:30… dateng2 kita ngomong ama oom… yah gt dhe… jadi ngga enak ati… trus naek ke atas langsung makan mc.d dingin yet tasted like heaven… bayangin aj gw dinner bru jm 3 pagi… sementara 6 hours before gw nonton konser… tidur baru jm 4…

Trus bangun gara2 alarm hape gw… jam 8an… males banget… itu alarm gw snooze ampe almost 7 times… hehehe… baru really woke up at about 9… mandi lsg turun ke counseling room bwat ngukur toga… abis itu makan ke bagol ama panji od dhisty sti… nah balik2nya ke dorm i felt kinda blue… i dunno why… maybe that’s because graduation n prom - some big things in my life - are about to happen in hourly counts… still can’t believe even until now that we are leaving this school… hduh hduh hduh… bingung… gw ngrasa there are lots n lots of stuffs yet to do before we’re leaving… jadi BT dhe tadi siang…

Malemnya makan bareng sam san fefe sti… btw that was the last dinner at dorm… sempet keinget dulu2… hahaha… udha gt gw ke atas… ngobrol bentar ama kucing… trus start packing… turun ke bawah lagi jm 9 kurang 15… naek ke cewe ngobrol ma santi… trus turun ke bawah ngomong ama fefe di sofa maria… jm 9:20an si yudoy nimbrung… trus ngobrol2 ampe jm… ngga tawu jm brapa gw lupa :P… hehe… anyway… basically abis itu naek ke kamar… continued packing… trus turun ke study rum ngobrol ama kucing n ner… hendy sam sti nimbrung… rame… trus ngelawak2 kaya tolol… sampe akhirnya diera diusir dari tempat cowo jm 2an klo ngga salah… nganterin diera ke tempat cewe… ujung2nya gw anterin ampe lantai sarah… dititipin stuffs dari santi ama fefe buat dibalikin ke anak cowo… trus finally kita angkat kasur ke study room and decided to sleep there… nah trus abis itu baru isi buku farewellnya fefe, then turn on laptop n start browsing… finally stuck at this blog… pouring all i am in these last days…

Yah… basically that’s it… agak2 ngerasa lega juga skarang… now that i’ve done some of the stuffs i need to do before the real farewell… yah… just hoping everything will stay the same… nothing’s changing hopefully… now it’s 4:19 already… anak2 udha pada molor tinggal gw sendirian dengerin "the adventure"nya ‘Angels and Airwaves’… lagunya enak banget didengerin di tempat gelap gini… liriknya pas banget bwat kita2… to whom life’s waiting to begin… yahhh… bentar lagi dawn… several hours remaining to MSS graduation… yawdha lha… paling abis ini gw mo merem bentar… merenungi what has happened to my life these three years at SPH… up to stuffs that happened to me just tonight…

One quick brainstorming quote for everyone: "All endings and farwells are not the end. They are beginnings of things we are yet to figure out…"

Yesterday dorm’s farwell party was held… well… it was good despite the fact that there were some 12 graders who didn’t come like toha, santi, ito, n some others… acaranya lucu n fun… dari dance-nya fabio yang kocak, video tololnya anak2 lukas, ampe drama daily activity anak2 asrama yang gokil… trus in the end of the party while we had that ’sad moments’, i suddenly remembered 2 years back on my 10th grade when we held dorm’s farwell party for the past 12 graders… inget waktu itu… jadi ngerasa impossible that now it’s us who are having the farwell… feels like those past years happened just yesterday, eh tau2 2 years have passed… hiks… feel kinda sad…

Anyway… i didn’t do ‘that’ yesterday… despite that i felt like i didn’t get the nerve to spit it out, i just thought it was not the right moment… althou if i DID say it yesterday, i would have some days to see how things will be… but since i didn’t, jadilah the party passed without anything so special… yah… just let it be lah… at least i still have like a week or so to do that…

Truss… pa lagi yah… yha… actually… nothing so important to write this time… yah… just hoping these last days will go well… hehehe… udahan ah… mo lanjutin nonton bola… england vs paraguay… finally the frickin world cup has started!