well… exams are approaching… final countdown begins… i’ll start the first one the day after 2morro… which is… computer science… followed by math hl… hduh… pusing nieh… tuh dua yg paling susah… udha gitu urutan lgi… math ppr1 nya barengan ama computer sci ppr2… aaaaaaa… actually abis tuh dua subject, i only left worry bout BM… the other three are kinda fine for me… tolooooooooonggggg…… EXAMMMMMMSSSS….. aaaaaaaaaaa……
This week, I had mock tests… half of the six groups already… other ones are coming. Sebenernya the first three ones are the ones that concern me the most… computer science, math hl, ama DT… computer science was kind of okay for paper 1, but paper 2 sucks… math hl was REALLY high level… yet DT was kind of fine…
Trus I’m having a long weekend right now… yeah… weekends are always gOOd… moreover when they’re longer… hahaha… eventhou after this weekend I still have other mock tests, but the hell with ‘em… hahaha… lagian sisanya tuh ngga gitu mengkhawatirkan sih… palingan BM doang… Indo ama English mah gampang… hehehe… Besides, I need a quick break from the memory of having math test anyway…
Friday sore after school, balik dorm gw tidur… that was one of my best naps ever… kecapean kali yah… ampe2 bangun udha jam 18.45an gt… trus ngga mandi dulu lsg turun makan dhe… haha… abis dinner bru gw mandi… trus at about 8 gw ama diera ngobrol di tiang bendera depan asrama… btw tuh tempat pewe… malem2 mandengin bintang sambil ngerasain angin sepoi2… haha… many things talked there… dari the facts that farewell is coming closer… ampe changes di PH… there was one point when we discuss that simple changes can affect much in the future… I agree with that… gw juga ngalamin sih… dari yang simple kaya change from math methods to math hl from the very first day without further thoughts (which, unfortunately, leads me to misery) ampe significant changes kaya lompat kelas. Gw tuh dulu enroll di kindergarten setaon lebi muda daripada normalnya… jadinya right now I’m just turned 17 when my friends are going to be 18… anyway, I thought that if only I didn’t enroll that early, things would be so damn different than now:
Kalo kejadiannya kaya gitu, it would mean that waktu gw masuk PH grade 10 tuh temen2 yg sekarang angkatan gw tuh udha grade 11 smua… trus maybe I can learn from them how serious IB is, how to choose the RIGHT SUBJECT, how to decide whether to put off a subject or to stick with it… banyak dhe… bahkan mungkin my life will be better that way… my final IB grades bakal naik since I can learn from them that choosing MATH HIGHER LEVEL is such a lame–suicidal mistake… trus waktu mereka grade 12 (berarti gw grade 11), and they start to take SATs, I will know (by 11th grade) that SAT is important to be learned from 11 grade… and IF that happened, maybe I could start taking several SAT tests from 11th grade and that my SAT will be good enough for US universities… plus I could also take SAT2… Trus if that happened and I’m accepted in
US univ, I will be so happy to go there, spent univ years with one of my PH friend… Diera would be good since she was my classmate in this scenario… aaaaaa… my life would be that much different… Seriously those big things could just possibly happen if I didn’t enroll in kindergarten earlier…
hwah… anyway time can’t be turned back… i hav to stick with what happened already… guess i’ll get back to study… next objective: BM mock tests… hope i can get gOOd marks on that…
