maRtiN’s cUbicLE: The Chronicles of “Being Grown Up” and “Growing Up”…

I’m so tired this week… lots of things happened… my eye irritation has NEVER been okay since weeks b4… disturbed me a lot. DAMN..!

Um… oiya, saturdae tgl 17 last week tuh dinner kenyang nyummmy di Hartz… kenyang mampuzh… minggu, senen, selasa gw lupa… kayaknya sie kaga ada yang penting sih… trus wednesday I decided not to go with others to Metha’s birthdae party… mainly because of my irritated eyes and the dorm’s PW… PWnya enak… kangen gw ama dulu pas gw retret bareng temen2 SMP dulu… situasinya mirip2 pas rekonsiliasi githu… hikz sedih… anyway smoga sering2 aja tuh PW kaya githu… Thursdae ada English Essay Exam… "Death of a Salesman" tuh agak2 ngga penting yah… tae lah… at least gw lumayan bisa ngejawab tuh soal lha…

Fridae ini ada jeans day… at least ngembaliin semangat gw bwat skewl… Santie ama Dieerr were having their birthdae… Happy sweet seventeen 4 Santie and Happy Birthdae for my ‘kucing’ Dierra…. wish y’all da bezt in life… Trus bout subjects…. ummm… oiya, differential equation MATH HL susah jugha yah… hummm…. trus after skool kita ngadain birthdae surprise partynya santi… meper2in cake… seru… abis itu bazaar committee ngadain rapat… balik2 ke asrama mainly gw CAS ampe malem nyiap2in things for da bazaar… cape abizz…. Trus jm 9an githu di asrama Dier ama Santie ngadain their birthdae party… trus malemnya tidur… ZzZzZzZz…

Saturdae… a busy day for us… the bazaar was held today… seru sih… seneng banyak barang yang kebeli, tapi capee abizzz… hoawh… mana gw treasurer lagi… sibuksibuksibuk… trus selese bazaar siang2 cabut bareng deer, ndreww, samm, nerr, fefe, ama yg laen lagi ke BAGOL… kucing gw ntraktir makan… nyummy… thankz cing! Sorenya abis buka FS yang turned me upside down, gw ngobrol2 ama nanang fefe metha… hwahahaha… kocak skali… long live 2Fc COMMUNITY! Ya gak Meth…!! Hwehehe… Malemnya asrama yang outing ke caringin blom balik… jadinya no dinner at canteen. Akhirnya gw fefe deer samm nerr gran madesu jalan ke sate kiloan beli sate… trus makan kaya orang bego di canteen… nyummy but pathetic… hwehehe…

Oiya, sorenya pas abis balik dari bagol sebelom ngobrol2 ama metha nanang fefe, I decided to try to TOTALLY at least changed my ‘direction’ after opened FS… yah… githu dhe.. thankz yah for everything in the past… thankz also for at least letting me be a small pathetic little part of your life… wish u’ll be happy out there… moga awet2 yah…

Sundae… ke gereja pagi2… trus open2 FS, trus ama asrama ke eklos… beli kebutuhan idup… trus sempet kesel juga ama bonyok…. why’s everything’s my fault? anywy to hell with it… sorenya maen basket ampe mampuzh di gym… renang jugha bwat ngilangin steress… malemnya baru dhe nulis blog… hwaoah….so damn tired this week… thankz for all da bazaar committee, trus thankz jugha 2 all my friend for all of your endless support recently… trus help me also to get rid of "THOSE YESTERDAY’S FEELINGS" outta my mind… umm… think that’s all for this post… i’m out.

-cymz-

Nothing so important happened this week… n I really got nothing to write literally… Anyway, ummm… let’s see… oiya, Wednesday my Indo WL1 about comparative essay dibalikin plus setengahnya kudu dibenerin… DAMN. Males banget ngebenerin separo essay gitu…

Thursday nite juga assignment n assessment numpuk: WL1 Indo, Baca novel "Ruang Inap no.6" bwat Indo jugha, trus Socratic Seminar assessment English, ama MATH HL Integral Test…!! My IB program n my future have been so messed up lately… Oiya, talkin about IB, I got a funny picture of an IB guy taken from http://members.aol.com/ibstressed04/whatisib.html

Pretty much pathetic huh?? Hwehehe… Well, anyway that’s IB… Um… Friday… it has been one week since then… Today there’s the MATH test at the first 2 periods… damn… integral tuh susah yah… gw tambah tolol aja niey math… Turs socratic seminar fine2 aja… weekend di asrama… cuma bertiga… ada gw nerr samm…

Malem2nya pas dinner kita ngebahas tentang tanda2 kiamat. Ada macem2 tanda kiamat di PH: Tigran jadi rajin solat, Panji rajin mandi, Ito jadi rapi, Angie diet, OD ketawa, Daud jadian, banyak dhe pokoknya… tolol2 smua… trus malem2 ngobrol sampe jm 12an bareng tigran ama ronal kamto… can’t imagine about ntar the last night we’ll be together in dorm and besoknya udah pada cabut pisah2 smuanya… hikz… sedih… wish this year will flow slower…

Lots n lots of things happened last week… Monday morning woke up n found out that my cellphone didn’t work… kesel gw… bapuk bangget niey hape… Trus subjects nothing really important except BM test… Umm… Stella yg gw titipin register SAT online jugha ngga bisa… finally I registered myself online that night…

Tue n Wed gw masi mikir2 mo ikut LDK OSIS ato ngga… I’ve got another thing to do actually…. Finally thursday tgl 8 I decided ngga ikut LDK… Thursday began pleasantly but ended so messed up… For there was PE on that particular day… Puas banget PE kmaren… played basketball n futsal skaligus… Siang2 pas lunch Shendy ama Elin dateng… Shendy pamitan ntar malem tgl 8 jam 8 mo cabut… UK-Manchester… Sooo far n baru balik ntar December… Finally decided to go to d airport bareng santi josh n yang laen… It was soo……… unwrittable…… Speechless gw… (@$#^@%$#&@*#^!@$#&#*$^@%$!^#&$@&^!@%#) Gitu deh pokoknya… campur2 smua… hikz… anyway… hope u’ll b allrite n safe n happy rite there… miss ya… Balik2 ke dorm… cape… ada Hendy ama Ito… cheer myself up a bit although it didn’t work well…

Friday… so messed up… ngga niat skolah sama skali… luckily jeans day hari ini… MATH HL yang studied about applications of integrals in finding area jugha ngga susah2 amat masuk ke otak gwe… weekend jugha biasa2 aja… denger anak2 yg balik dari LDK jadi nyesel ngga ikut… but at least gw nganter jugha jadinya… Umm… palagi yah… got nothing more to write… so I guess I’ll finish this post… Oiya, this song dedicated to myself rite now:

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THE ATARIS
"How I Spent My Summer Vacation"

Got out of bed today.
I’m alive, what can I say?
I’m really happy to be
somewhere with someone who makes me happy
I took the bus downtown.
All day long I walked around.
I looked at all the sights
And thought about how lucky I am now.

I was sick of feeling down
So I gave it all away.
2000 miles from all I know.
So much better off today.

I’m still waiting for the world
To come crashing down again.
And I’m still waiting for someone
to call me up and tell me "You’re dead."
Sometimes I wonder what was going through your head.
Hey, I don’t know,
But I won’t go there again.

You make me smile so wide
When I look into your eyes
And when you’re not around
You know you’re somewhere stuck inside my mind.

I was sick of feeling down
So I gave it all away.
2000 miles from all I know.
So much better off today.

And I’m still waiting for the world
To come crashing down again.
And I’m still waiting for someone
to call me up and tell me "You’re dead."
Sometimes I wonder what was going through your head.
Hey I don’t know,
But, I won’t go there again

No I won’t go there again.

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This is officially the early days of September, which means that I’ve been through this twelve grade for over one month. Life rolls so fast… and I can’t even imagine how it’s like when we graduate from this HS later on. This thought makes me very sad…

The previous week was so experiencing… Ada skewl as usual hari senen ama slasa, trus wednesday ada Indonesian Week Celebration… Nggak ada pelajaran hari ini… no MATH for three straight periods… yay…! Acaranya di gym… seru… mainly ten graders show but anyway it was fun. Fun for not having any subject on that day precisely… hwehehe…

Trus after the celebration we prepared for PHH Family Camp yang aslinya tuh LDK Asrama… No skewl for thu and fri… Headed to Cilember at 2 p.m. trus disono sampe besoknya jam 2 jugha… Acaranya fun… ada jurit malem, trus hiking ama nyiksa anak orang di aer terjun… Oiya, malemnya pas jurit malem gwa cya santi didatengin nenek2 pas mo balik ke cottage… untungnya nothing happen… trus jam 12 ampe jam 2an malem itu anak2 grade12 pada makan mie di cottage cewek… 18 mie for 10 or 11 people… hwahaha….

Balik2 dari sono capek… badan pegel2 jugha… Trus besoknya hari jumat nganggur senganggur-nganggurnya… sbenernya banyak tugas, cuman males… siangnya nonton F.R.I.E.N.D.S season 7 bareng Diera kucing gwa trus sorenya renang… trus malemnya nonton Eurotrip lagi bareng Diera lagi…

Saturadae as usual ngajar berlima di SD depan… trus sbenernya mo dateng ke ultah nya Felix di eX… tapi I’m not in the good condition n mood… so nggak ikutan… siang2 gw diera fefe CAS ngebuat curriculum overview bwat setaon ngajar di SD depan… mayan lha kerjanya cuma sejam ngga ada tapi dapet 2 jam CAS… Sorenya baru sem nerr sant cabut ke eX bareng Shendy… malem2 tadinya mo ngelanjutin CAS curriculum korupsi… tapi jadinya malah maen2 di guest room… tolol… ngebantuin si Fefe SMS jugha sie… hwehehe… could it be count as CAS??

Hari ini pagi2 gereja di katedral bogor, trus ke eklos… umm… udah… nothing more to write… plus I still have lots and lots of work to do… TOK assignment, TOEFL assignment, BM test to study… damn… and I still haven’t register for Oct SAT while the registration deadline is 7Sept… 3 MORE DAYS…!! Bwye…